I finally said it this morning, and I said it aloud.
I am ready to not be pregnant anymore, I would like
this baby to come out now.
Yup, those words have come out of my mouth, and I will tell you why. I can’t get a good
nights sleep anymore, which I haven’t for months anyway but haven’t mind because this lil blessing I’m carrying is so long awaited! But now I really can’t get any sleep.
Jake has been on the couch for months because he just can’t stand my hogging of the whole bed and all my moving, but now I’ve come out into his living room bedroom and have taken the floor and the couch. Each have failed me, as well as his good nights sleep I’ve tried piling all the cushions on the floor to make me a more cushy bedding for my belly (our bed is too hard now) and this helped tremendously! So what’s the problem, you ask? Well the problem is I go to the bathroom 5 times at night and my roundness can’t get itself up off the ground!!!!! Which then causes me to get a belly cramp ( a Charlie horse in my belly!) which then leads me to scream, which then leads to waking up Daddy and scaring him.
Ok, now lets move on to the couch. Oh our couch. So comfy. Also Jake’s bed for the past recent months. I tried it out last night and so far so good. Just as comfy as it was in early pregnancy when I needed the extra softness to sleep well. And then it happened. The continuous falling to the back of the couch causing me to not be able to breath. Jumbo Jake has worn the cushions out. There is no longer any support towards the back of the couch, causing me to roll to the back and not able to prop myself into a breathable position, no matter how many pillows I’ve tried.
In all honesty and in a nutshell – I do enjoy being pregnant. Despite all the not-so-fun symptoms, the swelling and the weight gain, I am thankful for this blessing inside of me and look forward to the next one